I am very lucky. And I know how blessed I am to realize that. Looking at photos as they uploaded tonight consumed me. I had other things to do, but I was staring at the mac.... looking at my life.... and in just this past week, I am lucky enough to have more happy moments than some people do in a lifetime.
Holidays are hard. I miss my mom. It is just sad without her. I wish she could have seen Little Kaya up there dancing and singing out her little heart. Maybe she was allowed to peak through the sky and look down on her. I hope she would be proud of these little people turning into bigger people. I am lucky to be their mom.